Isn't it lonely in the now...?

I have the fear to be lonely -
that I will be there alone

Although the Now is All There Is
without my friends; will it feel like home?

Because I notice that when I move
towards the light, I lose them
and they me

And will there really be no loss?
I want, but I fear it,
I want to See

That is why my growth takes time...
...but Mother Meera is right!
"The taste for God increases over time"

And I will also know more and more
what it is I am actually choosing;
in time; outside time; time, time, time...